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back from CONFIRMATION CAMP.

it was so so so fun. altho when i was there i kept missing my computer and stuff. partly because i hardly know anyone there since i pon last year totally and just cut in now. >.>

so anyway the first day was like getting to know everyone and setting up envelope thingies. you draw on these and then paste them on walls. and then people can write notes and put them in ur envelope thingy. and you have to talk about urself. with ur grp. i was in group 9 called whatever (yes i know) and uhhhh my grp members were michelle justin chelsea AAAAAAAAAAAAND delene. and me. and delene is a chio bu. so yay extra points.

then uhh, we had food and stuff yeah then went to bed. and did i mention this camp has soo many breaks. its like, if everything was crammed together without any breaks, it would be like 2 days only lor. but anyway.

second day also very boring just look at the chio bus and then watch some caterpillar clip and then lunch and then some other activity which i kinda forgot but it involved nuns yeah and then AND THEN. AND THEN. at night. everyone had to watch passion of the christ. or a partial clip of it. then Jesus was shown carryin the cross and being crucified. ouch that part was really painful.

which got me thinkin. they nailed him and all those gory stuff and yet he still didnt blame the people who did it. he totally rocks. like, he had the chance to own them but he went all "Father, forgive them but they know not what they do."

and i think thats really cool.

after that we were given some time to reflect alone but me paul chelsea and frances went to the swingy four seater swing swing thing and yea basically talk. i got swing sick there.

after we came back we had a healing session. its like, the room is darkened and candles are lit infront of a giant cross. then u are given a paper heart. (my paper heart lol) so everytime u hear something that u have experienced before u make a little tear at the heart.

then its like suddenly all the facilitators start sayin stuff like "useless" "no hope" "why cant u be like ur siblings" and etc.

it was pretty fucking scary.

so anyway there was sobbing and stuff from those emo girls BUT ASHURA-CHAN THOUGHT TO HIMSELF. ashura-chan must ganbatte, right? since my parents scold me its my own fault anyway. so yeah i sucked it in and made a few tears. then after that the nuns were like , "its okay to experience pain, let it all out then if you are ready to forgive kneel like so and someone will come over and place their hands on ur shoulders. "

yeah. but the problem was that ashura-chan has nothing to forgive. ashura-chan is an egoistical bastard who gives barely little thought to people's feelings. so i've been told. or maybe just a blunt guy. but yea.

so anyway i kneeled and stuff yeah then someone came over and did the stuff and yea after that we healed and were given a new paper heart so yep.

then went to the swing again with the same pple. and we got talking like stuff like masturbation and sex stuff. cos frances is this really great abc girl who has totally no qualms about embarrassment and she was like, "so you drink grow milk for your wang, to like, totally expand and stuff?" and i was like "no u" and she was like "yeah."

basically we had a hell load of fun there. oh yeah theres another chiobu her name is JOLENE. and she kinda got stalked by this guy called stuart cos they're in the same grp and i guess mr stuart fell in love with jolene.

then the last day mum came and volunteered some work and we did a childishy-crayon poster about the gifts of the lord. yeah. then we had mass. wa damn nice lor. sit beside delene (cos we had to sit in grps) and then in front got jolene. woot. and i got delene's msn. AND JOLENE'S MSN. and their frensters.

what can i say.

NOTHING HAHA.

p.s im not gay.

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chalet very boring. cos nv go escape due to rain. infact so boring that i came back on the 2nd day.

finally learnt how to play daidee lol. weiming is like so pro at it can. keep owning with his royal flushes. =.=

one good thing is that i got a life story retold to me. and i must say its very meaningful. and motivational. so must thank that person for telling it to me. u noe who u are. ^^

okay, off for confirmation camp on friday afternoon. the fun starts there cos there are a whole load of chiobus there. like samantha. woo. and 2 more other girls which i currently do not know their names but meh.

i think my english is deproving. zz. just look at the way i type and blog.

oh wells.

arcavis the asinine is currently level 34, kicking ass with his 6 wolbi and 1 mokbi.

asf

kk, ashura-chan is going on a long break.

first the 2a2 class chalet on monday, tuesday and wednesday. thursday free to mull around. friday saturday sunday will be confirmation church camp. so yeah. i get hawt chiobus there. so weet.

WEET.

i realise teh SA forums are sometimes much better than LL or LUE. especially the why is my flyer pink thread. that one was really fucking funny. and btw im too lazy to dig up the link now so i'll dig it up NEXT time. weet.

summary: ashura-chan is going to be out enjoying himself with hawt babes. soon. lol.

zwdar

the harry potter movie sucked. hard. so many important things omitted and so many details changed. blah. it was draggy too. didnt have the x factor included. voldemort looked like some kind of old caretaker guy, not an intimidating, towering baddie.

in other news, arcavis is level 31 and kicking ass with his 4 snowboards.

summary: arcavis pwns and gof movie loses.

kaoz

okay i think ive developed an obsession with tvb dramas. kenix is like so fucking hawt can. and so is ella. oh the overflowing chiobus. so is jessica. and MYOLIE.

anyway ms xu gave me and sam a number which she said her fren got job vacancies for us. basically its just taking photos of a particular building and its freelance, 10-12 cents per photo. that way we can take one photo a day or 500 photos also can. den somemore cameras provided. so nice. film also provided. paid every fortnight.

so thanks ms xu for actually helping us nail a job that doesnt entail labouring. like child labour lol. or maybe more like teen labour. but meh. even mac's 5 bucks per hour doesnt come close to this.

so whee.

got a new computer too. havent transferred my songs over yet. too lazy. i agree with baoxin that black is a nice colour for a computer. bwee hee.

arcavis the not-so-alone-anymore is level 22 and kicking serious butt. WITH HIS 8 SUBIS AND ONE WOODEN TOP. *screams*

plplplp

stupid katrina made me do this.

Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours.

1. yeah i sing in the shower. alot.
2. i sleep on a mattress on the floor instead on my own bed. 'cos the fan blows better this way. ha.
3. i like to yell random stuff when im feeling high. my mum's been the victim loads of times. (:
4. whenever i listen to maksim's exodus i'll start chanting at the indianlike part HA.
5. uh, i learn piano. couldnt think of anything else :/

People who have to do this once they see this! um lemme see. prunella. vicky. melman. ROYSTON HAHA. AND samuel low the gay one.


okay today was pretty normal. had rachel lee for our chemistry. and she sorta hinted tt shes going to be our eng teacher next year. pfft. shes a drama mama. heh. but still hawt lar. den later went back home and mao + allen + edwin + eugene came to my house. and thugos got pwnt in bloody roar extreme lol. 8-2 i believe. allen was hyena-laughing all the way . wheee~

AND I WANT IN ON BEE AXE'S LIVEJOURNAL. *SHRIEKS VIOLENTLY WITH INTENSE FLOWS OF ANGER, ANGSTY AND AROUSED (okay i couldnt think of a better word) COURSING THRU THY VEINS*

meh.

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swell day.

first was a sudden invitation to a clan named uC. (untouchable crew)

then second was totally pizzowning with allen, donovan, dezhong and eugene in a pubbie match. the joys of teamwork.

third was owning with eugene against 4 people. yes, 2v4. we were owning their asses bad but eugene had to go so meh.

and the new maple server aint out yet. ):

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yay ANOTHER NEW TVB DRAMA. and its called revolving doors of vengeance. something about a hotel proprietor owner and his three sons of which two are stuck up and typical bad guys and one is a deliquent who has a hot temper BUT HEY AT LEAST ITS ANOTHER NICE PLOT.

too bad dont have myolie wu hahahaha. ahem.

reformatting computer soon bcos its too laggy.

and llamaguy is cool.

"this is keri sable. she gets fucked in this video. thats all i have to say about that."


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

hha

its like, even when im outside "having fun" with my friends and all, theres always this constant worry nagging at you. it sucks. the feeling of helplessness, and just giving plain advice. and watching her suffer every day, that sucks.

ashura-chan must ganbatte.