aaa

much shit has happened this past few days.

the thing i realised is that. i havent really healed. and its because of this unhealed part that causes me to be who i am today. not that i blame my mum. it definitely isnt her fault. im just too emotionally weak.

my social life is a near-complete wreck. i made myself out to others as a total prick. i get pissed when they react they way they do. he was right. some people just dont like to be trifled with. funny how i didnt take that properly. that particular example was so correct too. i have to pull myself together. confused and pained as it is, my motto is halfway lost even before the school term starts. somehow, this is all too hard to bear as it is.

but i will.. i will. much more people have endured much worse anyway.